LEAN LIKE A CHOLA

UPDATE!!!!

So I haven't been blogging and I don't know why but I was thinking how can I make my blog a bit more organized... HMMMM. . . I love that I i just write anything on here about anything but I would love to have it a bit organized so that beauty tips and life experiences/thoughts can be easier to go to. If anyone out there IN THE WORLD is reading DO HAVE ANY IDEAS?

So let's begin this updating blog.

Lately I have been reading, YES READING me a girl who can never finish a book is reading. HAHA I want to tell you the name of the book but I truely believe that this book deserves it's own BLOG SPACE so as soon as I am done I will post the amazing feed back I have for it. QUOTES, OPINION, EXPERIENCES.. OH MY GOD I am sooo excited for that blog.

Besides reading I have been working. I have been trying to get myself back on track and keeping my head up.

Makeup: hmm what have I done with makeup? well not much but recently my cousin came over and we did a CHOLA LOOK. yeahh I said CHOLA. haha. Then the day after I spent time with her we went to the pools, mall and guess whattt AHHHH I GOT NEW MAKEUP PRODUCTS OOH YESS I DID!!! Can't wait to blog about them.

So this is what has been going on. I got tips put on today and oh how it feels so weird haha im so used to short nails but it's a change and I love it :).
It's 12:01 and there are guys that are drinking somewhere near my house because I'm in the living room blogging and I hear them saying they are going to a bar or something.. haha

TOMORROW IS BEACH DAY WITH THE FAMILY AND I AM TOTALLY LOOKING FORWARD TO THIS DAY.
OK UPDATE BLOG IS OFFICIALLY DONE.

Im going to post another one with the chola look. HURRRY SCROLL UP , DOWN OR TO THE SIDE WHERE EVER THE CHOLA BLOG MAYBE ESE!! ;)

Dear You,

How can you tell her you love her and not show it? Why ? Does that make you feel any good? Have you ever put yourself in her shoes? Have you taken the time to think about why has she stuck around?

Here are some questions you can ask yourself:

Why is she still with me when I've put her through shit?

Why hasn't she every treated me the same way?

Why hasn't she screwed me over just like others have?

Why does she still answer my phone calls?

Why does she still want to see me?

Why does she love me?

Here are some things you should think about:

She deserves to be treated right.

I appreciate what she's done and that she's been here no matter what.

I couldn't ask for a better person.

I am so lucky to have her by my side she could be with or talk to someone else if she really wanted to but she's chosen me.

I'm sorry I just can't believe how I have seen, heard and been through things like this. When you don't feel appreciated. When you feel like you have given your all and it seems like they don't even notice.When you have given so many second chances because what you feel for that person is so much, that forgiving and working things out is the best solution you think of. When sometimes you want to leave so bad but don't because deep down inside that's not what you want.

Sometimes we (everyone) feel lonely knowing we have family. But at times family gets rough and situations happen where you just feel like taking a trip to just clear your mind and be around people who don't know you and are curious to listen and hear about who you are.

Ooh wow I just wanna vent right now and say that WE all need to see what we have and realize it, appreciate it, and love it because the day that it's all gone there is no going back. I hate pride so much because , because of PRIDE families, relationships and marriages are broken. Only because we can't communicate what we feel when we feel it, because we decide to wait for people to come to us rather than us go to them, because we deicde to not confront the situation. It's happen to me and it sucks.

Although I will say that giving people your all is hard because most of the time you get 1/2 or nothing of what you have given. But I say it's better to loose giving your all because at least you'll know you did what you could. That goes out for anything relationship, marriage, job, dreams and life.

I love listening to old Mexican singers because the way they express themselves in their music is beautiful. There songs have meaning and feeling which you can relate to. I just don't understand where all those types of people have gone people that would sing and there songs told a story, a situation, a heartbreak, how they felt for someone. There is a couple, but not so many like there was before. I guess that's why I like old songs and vintage love stories/movies because at the end there is always someone who fights for what they want or for what they feel. WHY IS IT SO HARD TO SAY YOU LOVE SOMEONE? WHY CAN'T YOU JUST SHOW IT? WHY???? I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY IT'S SO HARD FOR SOME PEOPLE...

anyways I have written so much that I don't know if I've gone out of topic. But I just hope that we can all take time to realize what we have and who we have and appreciate everything and everyone NO MATTER WHAT..

Lets Roll outta Bed!!

So lets hope that they actually stay now.. LOL ;)

Rollers

Ok so here goes another AM blogg. It's 1:30 am and guess what I just finished doing.... I JUST FINISHED PUTTING ROLLERS ON. hehe I know who the hell would be doing that at this time of day well I AM. I can't fall asleep I keep thinking about going to SIX FLAG and planning on going to CHICAGO soon and then I occasionaly think about my BOO <3 hearts..
I also then just look at ppls pictures on facebook to trips they've been too :( booooo lucky them.
Anyways I just wanted to blog but I don't know what to blog about but Im blogging.

hmmmmmm..... .... ... .

OMG!! sooo I had to call Allure the magazine and ask them to send me my subscriptions AHHH WHAT THE.. but I got them YAY!

SPAIN WON WOOOT WOOT. I WATCHED IT AT MY BABES HOUSE FUN JUST WITH HIS FAM AND FRIENDS.
Then they played world cup fifa ughhhh GUYSSS LOL. I had the greatest weekend.

I shall read my allure magazine and share some fun tips from it with you guys..

Gotta go think about what to cook tomorrow. i'll let you know what I made and if it was deliciousss. ANY IDEAS???



P.S:: OMG IF ANY GIRL OR GUY ARE READING WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT BIKIN WAX?????? OUCHH!

NIGHT <3 YOU ALL

BREATHE.

So this 2 am blog is basically just a bunch of thoughts that are going to be put into words. At least I'll try.



Have you ever heard: "you'll never know how it feels to be up until you've been down", "you'll never know what love is until you've hurt".

Well life is a roller coaster and we see and experience different things in order to understand them. So whenever you feel lonely, whenever you feel that you've been missing out on a part of your life that means something to you, then all you have to do is do what it takes to make yourself happy and be where you want to be. It's never to late for anything. Put your pride aside and just do what you want because in the end it's to make yourself happy not others.

Everything happens for a reason just remember that "LIFE PUTS US THROUGH CHALLENGES THAT WE'RE BELIEVED WE CAN OVERCOME. SO LIVE LIFE AS IT COMES, MAKE SACRIFICES, BUT LOVE WHAT YOU HAVE BEFORE IT'S TO LATE" . This was my high school quote written by me.

IT'S NEVER TO LATE FOR ANYTHING. WHEN YOU WANT SOMETHING ALL YOU NEED IS TO BELIEVE IN YOURSELF.

Do what makes you happy and you'll find that you make others happy.

Never be afraid to love because LOVE is the hardest part of life, LOVE is hard to find. So ALWAYS APPRECIATE WHO you have and WHAT you have in life because what you may have others don't.

OK to much thinking for one night. Tomorrow I shall go back to some makeup/ skin care tips.

I LOVE YOU ALL AND REMEMBER TO SMILE AND BE YOURSELF.

P.S: WHENEVER YOU FEEL SAD OR STRESSED JUST TAKE A DEEP BREATH IN AND OUT AND GO TAKE SOME FRESH AIR, JOG, WALK, RUN, DO ANYTHING THAT LET'S YOU CLEAR YOUR MIND. IF YOU DO THIS I PROMISE THAT YOU'LL BE HAPPIER. YOU'LL GIVE YOUR HEART SOME LOVING AND YOURSELF AS WELL. :)