Dear You,
How can you tell her you love her and not show it? Why ? Does that make you feel any good? Have you ever put yourself in her shoes? Have you taken the time to think about why has she stuck around?
Here are some questions you can ask yourself:
Why is she still with me when I've put her through shit?
Why hasn't she every treated me the same way?
Why hasn't she screwed me over just like others have?
Why does she still answer my phone calls?
Why does she still want to see me?
Why does she love me?
Here are some things you should think about:
She deserves to be treated right.
I appreciate what she's done and that she's been here no matter what.
I couldn't ask for a better person.
I am so lucky to have her by my side she could be with or talk to someone else if she really wanted to but she's chosen me.
I'm sorry I just can't believe how I have seen, heard and been through things like this. When you don't feel appreciated. When you feel like you have given your all and it seems like they don't even notice.When you have given so many second chances because what you feel for that person is so much, that forgiving and working things out is the best solution you think of. When sometimes you want to leave so bad but don't because deep down inside that's not what you want.
Sometimes we (everyone) feel lonely knowing we have family. But at times family gets rough and situations happen where you just feel like taking a trip to just clear your mind and be around people who don't know you and are curious to listen and hear about who you are.
Ooh wow I just wanna vent right now and say that WE all need to see what we have and realize it, appreciate it, and love it because the day that it's all gone there is no going back. I hate pride so much because , because of PRIDE families, relationships and marriages are broken. Only because we can't communicate what we feel when we feel it, because we decide to wait for people to come to us rather than us go to them, because we deicde to not confront the situation. It's happen to me and it sucks.
Although I will say that giving people your all is hard because most of the time you get 1/2 or nothing of what you have given. But I say it's better to loose giving your all because at least you'll know you did what you could. That goes out for anything relationship, marriage, job, dreams and life.
I love listening to old Mexican singers because the way they express themselves in their music is beautiful. There songs have meaning and feeling which you can relate to. I just don't understand where all those types of people have gone people that would sing and there songs told a story, a situation, a heartbreak, how they felt for someone. There is a couple, but not so many like there was before. I guess that's why I like old songs and vintage love stories/movies because at the end there is always someone who fights for what they want or for what they feel. WHY IS IT SO HARD TO SAY YOU LOVE SOMEONE? WHY CAN'T YOU JUST SHOW IT? WHY???? I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY IT'S SO HARD FOR SOME PEOPLE...
anyways I have written so much that I don't know if I've gone out of topic. But I just hope that we can all take time to realize what we have and who we have and appreciate everything and everyone NO MATTER WHAT..
